.Monday, December 7, 2009 ' 10:10 PM ♥
I woke up this morning, I read a msg on my phone sent by his number.
It was about the funeral.
I felt even worst that I can't be there due to my exam tmr.
I replied to say my condolence, as that's the only thing I can do now.
Sometimes I really can't stand ppl who are so dumb to be used by others.
I mean who likes to be used kan?
And the worst part is the person don't even feel it.
After what one has done to him, he doesn't care? WTFFF.
Me being nice to advise him, yet he did not listen.
So forget it.
It's annoying seeing their faces, seriously.
Please vanish ! Zam zam ala ka zam !
Anyway, studied at Old town today with Valerie.
As the renovation next door was unbearable.
Later baby came to look for me, ah!
So nice to lay in his arms.
I love you.
That's all for now, gotta continue my last battle ! (:
Life is too short so take the time and appreciate.
. ' 12:30 AM ♥
I never knew life could be this cruel to people that are nice and happy all the time.
I just knew that one of my friend passed away.
I can't say I'm that close to him.
I knew him through a friend last year, at that time he used to like one of my friends too.
I suddenly recall those times when we yum cha together at Mcd's Centrepoint during his college break at KBU.
Then we would fag together and stuff.
I can't accept the fact that he's gone.
I mean for all people, it was so unpredictable, seriously.
I can feel my body shaking now, I mean death isn't a very nice thing to hear.
And honestly, this is the first time having someone which is my friend that passed away.
I just feel so unsatisfied, for him passing away at a so young age.
Stopped mixing with him since last September, I guess.
But sometimes he would call and ask how am I, or msn me.
I regretted for not giving him much attention.
I just say hi back and talk a bit then didn't reply.
I feel so bad now, I wouldn't have known this was gonna happen.
The last time he talked to me was on fb comment.
He put his name Shaun, and I didn't know who was that.
Somemore I can ask him who is he?
After that, he changed his name. ( that's why you don't see the name Shaun below )
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This is the only picture I can find for now.
Took it from Fb as I'm not sure whether I have his pic.
He was a good boy indeed.
Told me he don't club and all, got curfews.
Had a great sense of humour.
And now that he's gone, knowing that I will never bump into him ever again makes me feel like shit.
All I can say now is rest in peace my friend.
Tan Han Yin.
.Friday, December 4, 2009 ' 4:50 PM ♥
Currently listening to : Morning after dark - Timbaland feat. Nelly Furtado and Soshy
No mood for anything now, but I've been wanting to blog since yesterday.
So yesterday I sat for Physics paper, I almost died half way during paper 2.
Believe it or not, I only studied the day before.
At night, watched....
Amazing movie for couples, but it didn't leave much impact on me.
Cus I am the controlling one ! Hoho.
I rate 8/10.
What am I gonna do after SPM :
1. DYE MY BLOODY HAIR! ( our tradition every holiday sure dye but this time is forever )
2. Party! club whatever etc. I wanna drink so badly. Jagerbomb !
3. Our end year trip.
4. Genting theme park ( suggested by alex )
5. Go where ever that is chilling ( justin's house )
6. Hang out with them everyday until dawn
7. Get drunk !
Okay that's all I can think of now.
Anyway, bloody Ns.
I wanted to do something to my hair like straighten and dye at the same time.
But now plan changed, I'm just gonna dye cus no point doing anything else.
Later spoil my hair cus everyday need to tie hair. Sien.
I don't know why am I so disappointed.
It aches so much these days.
I dunno what to do.
Please lead me, I'm lost.
I don't know what I want now, I'm tired.
I dun wanna feel sad everytime this happens.
Please tell me it's not happening again.
Please mend my broken heart.
.Tuesday, December 1, 2009 ' 4:35 PM ♥
Well I just finished watching my weekly dose of Gossip Girl Season 3.
They skipped airing last week.
So I actually waited 2 weeks for The treasure of Serena Madre.
It was amazing, seriously.
Especially the thanks giving part.
And of course, what keeps me coming back for more is Ed Westwick.
Holy shit, fucking hot.
I've never been so crazy over those celebrities before but this is unstoppable.
I'm loving the way he displays his character, cold yet loving.
Plus he looks better in season 3. Alot better. (:
Bloody ons.
One word, hot.
Okay, done with fantasizing !
.Friday, November 27, 2009 ' 9:30 PM ♥
( notice the fingers )
I'm so bored now, so I shall talk about what I have been doing lately.
Left for Dead 2 is out babey !
3 times for a this week.
Usually I'm not the gamer kind of person.
But when it comes to Dota or L4D, I really wouldn't mind.
Hoho.
The difference is it got more complicated and plus the characters changed if you had notice. (:
No old man but now a big black dude.
The zombies are slightly harder to pawn now !
Used to head shot them last time, now simply shoot only.
And and, there are also melee items that you can pick up to whack the zombies till they perish, instead of carrying pistols which I personally feel they are kinda useless.
Eg, frying pan, guitar, axe.
But of course they best is the chainsaw, straight cut the zombie into half.
Futhermore, the witch is no longer sitting down waiting for you to startle.
She will be walking everywhere. Damn scary, the amount of witches also increased.
More items are also added, one of them is when you throw then make the zombies fight among themselves and die, good for hordes. (:
Others like emergency ammo pack and another item that can heal your team mate when they die. LOL. So cute.
That's why I say it's more complicated.
3 more special zombies are introduced in this game.
1. Spitter :
The one who spits those disgusting green acid from a far range.
Obviously it is noxious.
2. Jockey
The one that jumps on the player's shoulder and brings them far away so that it's more difficult for his team mates to help.
3. Charger
This fella here damn 7 imba, as you know, they charge before running up to you and hold you up.
Just like gonna choke slam you only.
My bf says it's just like a mini tanker.
Hardest to die among other zombies.
And of course, my favourite map. Damn fun !
Well, that was my personal experience.
Try it out peeps, preferably after SPM.
Don't be like me. Haha.
Heading out !
. ' 2:50 PM ♥
Outta my head by Leona Lewis
Life is so good with the girls.
Every second we spent together, seemed to be so fun and filled with laughter.
This I must say.
Highlight of the topic.
I don't understand why some ppl are just so LOA?
They intend live up to others' popularity or whatsoever you wanna call it.
What they do is RUB SHOE, opps ! I meant EAT SHOES.
( translate in cantonese )
That day we were talking in the car.
It got so funny when we talked about this person.
Cus I don't really fancy her presence, so I made up with something worst than RUB SHOE, which is EAT SHOES.
It was just something random since I can't think of anything to type now.
I have 3 more papers till freedom. (:
Monday : Biology
Thursday : Physics
Next monday : Chemistry
To be honest I suck at the above subjects.
I hate them so much that I can go die now.
Maybe except Bio, at least more interesting than the other 2.
Something to share with ya'll.
( click to enlarge )
I dunno I should be happy or not.
I wanna have all the fun in the world after SPM.
Till this _I_ thing came .
So had no choice but to go.
And will be taking the July intake, most probably in HELP.
So yeah.
By the way, her album is out this month !
Strongly recommended to those that love this kind of music la of course.
Cus I'm a different person at music.
I usually only listen to R&B, all those you know like clubbing songs.
However, I never liked those bands, that play drums and guitar.
So not my kind.
Just as you can see from my playlist.
Also into those trance and some others like David Guetta.
Which I have no idea what genre it is.
You can call me weird also, when many ppl start to like the songs I like, then I'll start to think that those songs are damn sien and I don't bother to listen to them anymore.
It's like ppl pakai, I buang that kind of thing.
Then I'll go hunting for newer songs.
It's the mindset ya know.
I wanna watch Twilight so badly, SOMEONE TEMAN ME WATCH.
Sob sob.
Also looking forward towards Christmas.
This year dunno why like damn early got Christmas spirit dyy.
Ahhh, SPM go die !
.Sunday, November 22, 2009 ' 10:20 PM ♥
Guess what?
I finally had time to watch gossip girl on Thursday.
And and Lady Gaga is the guest star !
I LOVEEEEEEEEEE HERR.
Dunno why, she might be weird and all.
But her songs are still the hit.
Current addiction : Bad Romance
It know it's damn sohai at some parts, but it's still very nice (:
And and dunno what's with ppl and tik tok these days.
Everywhere I go sure got one.
Anyway, two days of SPM just passed like that.
Damn fast, which also means the holidays are coming !
We got so much plans, really can't wait.
I screwed Sej paper 1 so badly.
Simply because I didn't read form 5.
So tembak all the way.
At least paper 2 I did study the next day.
So happy when I open the paper cus everything I went through came out you see.
Relieve until my period came. =.=
Of course thanks to Perfection's tips.
I skipped alot of chapters that was not in the tips.
Hoho, how I wish the tips for other subjects are accurate too.
Sigh.
Having Maths paper tmr.
This whole week can chilling dy.
Yay ! Another 6 days of exams and it's over !
Can't wait to go on a holiday with the beloved friends.
Watched this on Saturday with Max, Pam, and Alex.
Even though it wasn't that nice, I just love to watch this kind of movie.
I love feeling warm and cosy.
It's like Christmas yo !
I rate 7/10.
See this chick here? Love her so much cus she's the funniest person.
Err how to say, I mean it's so funny to laugh at her.
EVERYTHING ABOUT HER IS FUNNY.
And her fav is THE LIQUID STORY.
Rightt rightt? LMAO.
This guy here has been taking my attitude all these while.
Let me list down what he has done for me recently that I can remember.
` Brought chocolates to me the night before SPM cus he claimed that some magazine say it's good to eat in the morning to make you awake.
` Came and see me after school ( eventhough he was late ! )
` Became my punching bag, I was feeling moody and grumpy for the past few days due to SPM and of course, girl's best friend, period.
` Let me be unreasonable, so much.
` Much moral support saying I'm smart and all.
( oh well, no longer )
I love you so much.
My one and only pookiekins.
I wanna be the one you dream of every night, and the one you think of every second.
Is that possible?
I want I want!
I feel that there's more to write.
But I just can't think of anything now.
Guess who :
" I'm a wannabe, I love to talk to ppl I dunno and rub their asses so they would want me as their friend.
I think I'm so popular, oh noo ! "
" Just because I dont get what I want, I get angry with ppl and talk bad about them to some other friends.
I want the world to revolve around me, so that I could dominate the world.
I talk too much about others that my mouth became so BIG.
OMGG. "
Call me a bitch but it's all the truth.
Tata for now, I'm happy (;
Waiting for PAMMIE to come over, she might be staying over.
Yay can smoke your fats !
You know you love me, xoxo.
CHIN LEE ♥
